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My Trip to Alpha 1? Probably not, though, as this book is for children, and yours sounds much darker.
Sounds a little like Alfred Slote's "Robot Buddy" series https://www.amazon.com/My-Robot-Buddy-Alfred-Slote/dp/0064401650 https://www.amazon.com/My-Trip-Alpha-Alfred-Slote/dp/039732510X etc.
My Trip to Alpha 1? Probably not, though, as this book is for children, and yours sounds much darker.
Sounds a little like Alfred Slote's "Robot Buddy" series
https://www.amazon.com/My-Robot-Buddy-Alfred-Slote/dp/0064401650
https://www.amazon.com/My-Trip-Alpha-Alfred-Slote/dp/039732510X
etc.