Reddit reviews Start Here: A Crash Course in Understanding, Navigating, and Healing From Narcissistic Abuse

I was exactly like you 2 months ago - i know how you feel I also "just snapped" a couple times and i look back at the 100+ text messages and the 300 times in a row i tried to call him and was completely ignored - It just drives you to keep going and going like you think they are actually going to give in and talk to you but they don't - it is a pain like I have never felt before - especially when I had done nothing to deserve it - so please please don't subject yourself to doing it - read the books - also read this https://www.amazon.com/Start-Here-Understanding-Navigating-Narcissistic-ebook/dp/B076NSP79F/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1522789510&sr=8-3&keywords=dana+morningstar - this woman Dana Morningstar has a you tube page thrive after abuse - it has a ton of really good videos especially the 50 red flags series and she also does a live stream on wednesdays that you can ask her questions - very informative - this is what has helped me - if you ever need anyone to listen - I will - you are not crazy - he just made you think you were - I will validate your reality - you are not just a toy he got sick of playing with!!