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So who would be killing this ego? What is "ego" anyway, and who told you it was yours? Do you want one?
Theravada Buddhism is particularly adept in the art of self-analysis. There is another school called Kashmir Shaivism which you might call theistic Buddhism. I study the latter school. Check the works of Swami Laksmanjoo on Amazon.com
https://www.amazon.com/Manual-Self-Realization-Meditations-Lakshmanjoo/dp/0981622828
This book contains 112 independent techniques from 9th century India translated and interpreted by Sw. Laksmanjoo (1907-1991).
My point is that rather than "killing" and fighting against your own mind - know yourself as the Greeks and Socrates suggest:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Know_thyself
The idea of "fighting my ego" is the ego's preferred game and the mind's game. We need to focus on transforming your mind, thinking well of yourself and others, learning to attend to the breath will soothe your mind. It's a long road but tomorrow will be better than today.