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I'm so happy for you. And I would like to thank you as well, because being able to use my former misery to give good advice makes it better. :)

Now, don't relax just yet. At this point, you need to make a calendar and start preparing yourself and your environment for a good public school experience for yourself. (A good experience is not automatic, but you can guide it into being if you're aware of the potential pitfalls.) Create a notebook/digital folder of documents/some combination of note-taking tools, and start gathering information:

1. Set up a schedule for getting registered for and starting at public school with all of the relevant dates up to at least September or October. Share the schedule with your mother and let her know that this is important to you and that you can't do it without her help. If you run into resistance, follow the techniques that you've already learned for productive discussions, ask why she feels the way she does, and don't get upset. Try to understand her concerns and where she's coming from, with the knowledge that this is your life and you need it to change. Don't get upset.
   
2. Research into adolescent therapists in your area: having someone to talk to while you adjust to public school should be helpful. (If you/your family have/has the means, I recommend that. If you don't have the means, look into government help with that in your area and also look into the school. Do they have counseling? Is it any good? Is there a nearby youth center that might have resources?)
   
3. Research with the school to see if they have an adjustment program that you can benefit from or if they have the means to create one. Find out if a teacher would be willing to work with you on such a program. Make it clear that you're willing to put the effort in to set it up. (Sometimes, it's hard to get help because the person you're asking is overworked. If you let them know you don't expect them to do research or put in a lot of time, they might be more inclined to help you. This is also a good way to find a mentor/sponsor. (See below.)) Also, check to be sure that this is a school that you can attend: public schools vary hugely in quality. It might be worth considering another school if there's one available to you and the one you're looking at isn't great. Disregard that if you know it to be good.
   
4. If you can, talk to the principal/your prospective teachers and make sure that you will be prepared. If I remember school calendars correctly, you should have some time before school starts. You can try to contact the school, explain the situation, and try to give yourself a head start on the school year, if that is something that concerns you. (That can be part of your adjustment program.) Also research the homeschool world for transition programs to exit homeschooling for traditional school.
   
5. Start considering looking into mentors/sponsors: when you start public school, it might be helpful to have an advocate who understands your situation and can see where you need to go, because at every stage in life, there's a lot that you don't know yet because you need to focus on the present and the future isn't obvious.
   
   (I stayed in a frat house once and a relative told me to take an extra microwave that we had laying around the house with me. The ad I had answered had specified that the house had weekly cleaning so I didn't see the point, but I took the microwave and I was so glad I did. Their kitchen was disgusting and was never cleaned during the three months I lived there. I was able to eat cheaply and healthily only because I had that microwave.)
   
   You have your mother, which is great, but I also highly recommend finding an individual who can help you with the awareness that comes with age and experience in the context of school. (It should be a teacher, religious official (maybe), professional, some adult who has a context in which they can help you ie not just some random person. Also, you need to be aware that that is an extraordinary relationship and sometimes bad people or controlling people take advantage of those. Be careful.
   
   

6. Think about your strengths and weaknesses and consider what might be a good microcosm for you within the school. If it is a big school, it might be helpful to have a comfortable smaller group within the bigger environment.
   
   
7. Consider whether or not you need to brush up on your social and life skills. If you're into reading, I recommend three books and as always, read them skeptically:
   
   a) https://www.amazon.com/Friends-Influence-People-Teen-Girls/dp/0743272773
   
   b) https://www.amazon.com/Power-Female-Friendship-Circle-Friends/dp/B001P80L9G
   
   c) https://www.amazon.com/Adulting-Become-Grown-up-Easy-Steps-ebook/dp/B0092XHVD0
   
   The first two have gendered titles, but everyone could stand to have that information. Pay attention to the chapters on boundaries and on how you can't win an argument. The third is just a good intro to some of the basics that will be helpful to develop in yourself as you grow up.
   
   

8. If you are POC, you need a basic education in racial self-protection and self-defense. If you are white, you also need an education in this area, but it's different and will depend on the demographics of your school. Regardless of your race, if you will be a minority in your school, you should consider the ramifications of being a minority. Look for books for teens on the subject. I do not recommend activism at this stage of development and knowledge in your life. Learn to function smoothly first, if you aren't already comfortable and confident with that. Then you can progress into not being a bystander and you can move on from there. If you want more info on that or if you are POC and don't have a racial protection education, please mention that if you reply.
   
   
9. Don't despair if, for some reason, you are not able to stop homeschooling. Create another folder of notes with a general plan for that and remember that this part of your life is preparation for turning 18 and having freedom. You can still prepare for your eventual freedom if, for some reason, you can't go to public school. Remember that kindness to your self and self-care are important and don't let yourself be crippled by disappointment.
   
   As always, read everything skeptically and if something doesn't make sense, ask for a clarification. Good luck! Update if you can. I'm really happy for you, just don't rest quite yet.
   
   Edit: Thanks for the silver!
   
   And because I thought of something else:
   
   8,b) I am not qualified to recommend this, but I would recommend that you give yourself a basic education about LGBTQIA and gender issues. You're about to do a whole lot of growing among other people who are also growing. I don't know if this will ever be personally relevant to you, but being able to empathize with and function around anyone you meet is a valuable skill. Look for books aimed at teens and read them skeptically and with empathy and in context, like everyone should read everything.

To anyone dealing with parents like this, I recommend this book: Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents: How to Heal from Distant, Rejecting, or Self-Involved Parents

It helped me recognize all the different behaviors that are related and validated to me that I wasn't crazy thinking their behavior was harmful. It also has some advice about how to protect yourself and maintain (or not) a relationship with someone like that.

here’s the book

Here it starts at 4th grade and goes all the way up: https://www.amazon.com/10-Minutes-Day-Fourth-Grade/dp/1465402292/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1480706503&sr=8-1&keywords=10+minute+math