Reddit reviews Everything: The Alan Watts Talks

I would start by understanding who you are, because ultimately that is the question for everyone.

Try checking out some lectures by Alan Watts. I had heard of him before, but I was really introduced to him via Akira The Don's Wattswave IV (and more recently there is Wattswave V). You can listen via YouTube but they are also on Amazon Music if you use that service.

If Akira's music doesn't suit you, try Everything: The Alan Watts Talks and/or his lectures on the below website. You can listen and follow along there (it has transcriptions). It is through his words and deeper study (most recently, attending a Zen Buddhist retreat) that life truly blossomed in front of me.

https://www.organism.earth/library/author/10

When you finally find out who "you" are, you won't know how to describe it and can't place a name on it. Therein lies the answer.