Reddit reviews Out Stealing Horses: A Novel

https://www.amazon.com/Out-Stealing-Horses-Novel-Petterson/dp/0312427085

I will not steal your horse, I promise! It's actually the title of one of my favorite books. :)

I will keep my fingers crossed that someone there can give you some good advice or relief; sometimes it just takes getting your case in front of the right set of eyes (and even if they can't fix it, they're acquainted with someone who could).

Good luck!

Per Petterson's novel Out Stealing Horses alternates between flashbacks of the narrator's teenage summer spent in northern Norway, and the present, in which he is an old man who has moved alone to a remote cabin following a tragedy as winter sets in around him.