Salaam sis. I just wanted to drop in to say that it truly does get better. Your heart and mind are both already in the right place, aH. Leave it to Allah and remain living your life with sabr.
I got out of something similar recently, and at first I was hurting and not understanding why I did what I did (initiate the breakup).. but aH Allah truly gives you the strength to move on. I feel more positive and content with myself now that I know I'm out of a wrong relationship. I'm at a stage where I now entirely understand that Allah swt. did not find this relationship to be what's best for me. I really recommend adapting this outlook on the breakup situation that happened in your life.
I started reading this book by Yasmin Mogahed, called "Reclaim Your Heart", and aH it has been of immense help and has given me the extra guidance I needed to understand that Allah knows whats best for us. I'll paste the Amazon link for you in case you want to check it out!
These are some of the books I have at the moment and I highly recommend them after reading them. I am waiting on a few more books but a lot are non Islamic but still really useful [:
Salaam sis. I just wanted to drop in to say that it truly does get better. Your heart and mind are both already in the right place, aH. Leave it to Allah and remain living your life with sabr.
I got out of something similar recently, and at first I was hurting and not understanding why I did what I did (initiate the breakup).. but aH Allah truly gives you the strength to move on. I feel more positive and content with myself now that I know I'm out of a wrong relationship. I'm at a stage where I now entirely understand that Allah swt. did not find this relationship to be what's best for me. I really recommend adapting this outlook on the breakup situation that happened in your life.
I started reading this book by Yasmin Mogahed, called "Reclaim Your Heart", and aH it has been of immense help and has given me the extra guidance I needed to understand that Allah knows whats best for us. I'll paste the Amazon link for you in case you want to check it out!
https://www.amazon.com/Reclaim-Your-Heart-Yasmin-Mogahed/dp/0990387682/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1532441245&sr=8-1&keywords=mogahed
Muhammed: How he can make you extraordinary
The Productive Muslim - Where Faith Meets Productivity
Dua, Weapon of the Believers
Revive Your Heart: Putting Life in Perspective
The Art of War
Khadija: The First Muslim and Wife of the Prophet Muhammed
Muhammed: His Life Based on the Earliest Sources
Dua's for success in this world and the next, over 100 Duas
Fortress of a Muslim
Reclaim your heart
These are some of the books I have at the moment and I highly recommend them after reading them. I am waiting on a few more books but a lot are non Islamic but still really useful [:
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